It starts off texting all the time. Sending each othersmiley faces, making each other smile. Flirting, staying up late at night justhaving fun. Then things get more serious. You start getting more personal. Thenyou meet, you kiss him, you fall for him. Then he asks you out. You date.Doesn't matter for how long, but you fall. Fall hard enough you don't knowwhat's happening. And when you wake up, you're left with reality. He breaks upwith you in a matter of not even a month, or maybe more. But in the end, it'sall the same. You always end up with a broken heart. & you keep going backto him because you love him. You'll take his crap, you don't care, because youjust want him. I need a boy. A true guy. One who looks real tough, butwon't make me cry. I need that kinda guy who understands and even when he'swith his boys, he still says "baby, hold my hand". I don't want tofall to the ground, I want to fall in love. Every girl, I guarantee you, has been played by some guybefore. And these guys make us girls feel like shit; they break our hearts, ripour worlds apart.. but we still keep coming back to them. Why? You know, maybeit's true when they say boys are smarter than girls. Because boys go aroundgiving their love out to every girl they can find so they won't get hurt. Andgirls only focus on that one boy. We give him everything we got, &make himour world. We over think everything he does, while he plays it off like no bigdeal. We're the ones waiting by the phone at night, while he's on the phone withsomeone else. We're clueless to his act, and it ends up hurting us in the endbecause we care too much. & What will he do? Move on when you start tocause too much drama You're playing with my heart and it's getting reallylame. Decide what you want. The girl or the game?
You can lead people to the truth but you can't make themunderstand it. My head constantly tells me not to be so stupid, but myheart won't listen. That's the problem with us, we're too much alike. We'restubborn asses & always want to get our own way. We both hate to be wrong& love to be right. But that's the thing about love. No matter whathappens, we always come back for each other one more time. Do you remember when we first met? The way you looked I can't forget. I smiled atyou and you smiled back. It felt justlike a heart attack Let's try to keep this simple because I hate having towrite such long things about you. The thing with you is that you're arrogantand ever since you've entered my life, it's been chaotic like hell but you arealso the best thing that's ever happened to me. The way you try to act cool andpretend like you hate me, you're my 'once in a lifetime kinda love' and I don'tknow what I'd do without you Only you yourself can give you the best advice. It soundsoh so cliche, but follow your heart. I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes,that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept ofcleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half the decisionsI make are usually ones I regret, and I have the right to overreact at anygiven moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and hewouldn't want me any other way. The higher you build the walls around your heart, theharder you fall when someone tears them down. You're probably the most confusing person I've ever met.Maybe that's why I want you more, you keep me interested. I like how a smile never leaves my face when weretogether. I like the way you tickle me because you know how much i love tolaugh, I like how you give me big hugs spontaneously just because you know howmuch i love them. I like how things are between us, I've never been this closeto someone in so little time. I'm actually terrified though, i don't think myheart can handle another break. (c)cantstopmyshine.
No girl should ever forget that she doesn't need someonewho doesn't need her. If he takes the time to argue with you then he cares morethan you think. She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goesaround. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won’t give up on you.She’s the girl that’s unlike the rest. The one that spent her days smiling, andher nights crying. She’s the girl that would love to be loved. The one thatlooks so damn strong, but feels so weak. She’s the girl that picks herself upevery time she falls I realized something. I need you, I trust you, I admireyou, I want you. And you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight andget mad at each other, but nothing, nothing in this world can change the factthat I love you.
I don't care how far you are from me, or how long it'sbeen since we talked. I don't care how mad I got at you, or how mad you've beenat me, you're still what matters most tome and I'm never gonna give that up. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched togetherwith good intentions
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